I've been so frustrated with myself lately. It always seems like summer comes around and suddenly everyone forgets about me. That hurts. No more texts, Facebook messages or phone calls for me. I could go this whole summer without being asked to hangout, being texted, or playing with anyone. That makes me feel bad for myself, self pity. I hate that. I hate feeling bad for myself. I feel so self concerned.. I feel like whenever I text someone first/ask them to hangout, that I'm bugging them.. I don't usually like to bother people.
Something's wrong with me. I've never felt such loneliness and sadness.
So, I guess I owe all of you an apology whom I've not exactly talked to this summer; I'm sorry. Let's be friends once again.
I guess I'm just gonna try to figure out myself.. But, I hope you all are enjoying your summer.
2 comments:
definitely know what you mean. seems like when you ask someone to hangout its always bad timing and they are busy, and you feel a little bad as if you annoyed them. but its never as bad as it seems. someones out there, but sometimes it takes going outside of your comfort zone, which is beyond hard.
I know we don't know each other... hahah at all, but if you ever want a new friend, I'm here.
--Join the club--
Angela, i know exactly how you feel.
You want to know something creepy? I'll text you and tell you :)
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